Narnia France

Narnia Maniac.... i think ur a strong person. I really do. I think that you can keep yourself from doing that to yourself. I know how that is...to want to cut yourself. I have come 2 seconds away from doing that to myself. Good thing im a chicken. But i agree with my sis.... hurting urself is not going to help you at all in the long run. Try and think about what ur mom would say if she saw you doing that to yourself. And I KNOW that is the hardest thing to think about right now... but seriously. She wouldnt want you to be doing that to yourself if she was any mother at all. And she was a very good mother to you or you wouldnt be missing her so much. So please.... i dont want to see you like that either. I care about you, even if i havenet ever met you in person, i know what it is to go through what ur going through and i know how it feels to want to cut urself. I have come through that (with the help of God and other people very dear to my heart) and now i realize that if i had kept going i would have killed myself. If you ever need someone to talk to i am here for you. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

thanks guys.
i luv u all so much.
nd i knw i causing pain bcos my frend emily tells me evryday tht she luvs me nd not to do it.

but eventually it jst starts to feel lyk plaesure. its relief, its freedom, nd wen it hurts, i take pain killers to numb it.
nd also it seems lyk as if losing my mum wsnt enuf, im going to lose my best m8 jack nd my aunt.
life sucks and im sick of it.

and im soo sorry that life has been throwing you some curves to get by but i have faith that you will get past them.

im always here for you hun! and i would pleased to talk to you...

we are all here to support you and i wish the best for everyone here.

i just just dont like you feeling all depressed cuz then it makes me feel that way too.

ill def keep you in ,my prayers if you would like...

we love you narniamaniac!!!!

i luv u too!!!!!!
nd im sorry im always so depressed these days guys, i rli am, im jst weak nd pathetic lyk tht, i let things get me dwn.

awwww we all tend to feel tha way sometimes- would you like me to make a banner for your band?


anywho like beloved_owl- we all do seriously love you!! and plz dont think that you are never alone cuz we care about you!

tht wud be kl, thanks

awesome! can i PM you about it?

sure thing, i lyk ppl tlking to me, makes me feel better nd wanted. means i dnt hav to think bout stuff 4 at least a lil while

aww same here- it makes you feel loved tht sometimes you dont even feel around your friends...rarely... but im gonna PM you now

i knw, cos uve got all these ppl around the world, hu evn if ur frends let u dwn, u cn turn to cos they r stil here.

exactly

but id listen to music too lol :P

i do, i listen to my mp3 or on my comp pretty much all day.
grr im so pissed off wiv my frends, theyre all lyk "anna, wen u gunna grow up nd stop being so depressed?"
omg can they not see they hurt im going thru?

yeah i know how you feel... music is a life saver and is a release from life sometimes

u cn express ne feeling thru music, nd sumtimes i jst play my guitar just to sort of c wat mood im in, cos i get so confused wiv my emotions nd i play wat i feel

Really? You and I are twins in that way!

were twins in a lot of ways! we both do tht wiv music, we both play in goal in soccer, do u live in uk?